3.28.2010 @ 10:48am

I been slacking off on the whole clean house for two days, all week I been cleaning and doing my best to keep it clean and then in a blink of an eye it is distroyed.

Seriously I am just counting the months down till Emma is ready to go to school. My little whirlwind of trouble just loves to find a clean spot and use her tornado powers to litter the grounds of toys, papers and what not.



How can a 3 year old do so much in such little time? Is this a special feat that only this child can inquiry? Bribing her to help me clean or ask her to "dirty" her room does not compute, its almost like she is immune to the art of Mommy's special persuasion.

Don't get me wrong, I love her to pieces. I just would like to have a clean and well organized house so me and her can enjoy the remaining of the day while we wait for Lillian to come home from school and her daddy to get home from work.

But anywho, I have to find motivation to get this place clean because I go bonkers if I see the chaos for too long. With Lillian here, she can distract her baby sister while I get the house chores done.

Once its all done me and the girls can play some Wii till the daddy gets home.

Thought I write a little thing about my little girls who inspire me and keep my spirits up.




Lillian(Lil'Lil) She is Six years old and a first grader, She is very imaginative and vibrant. She is my blonde hair and blue eye girly. She loves drawing and stories. If I need a story for a craft item for something I go to her for a cute story to tag along with it. She is very loving and loves to pass out hugs and finds a loop hole with the whole talking to strangers at the grocery stores with me by asking the person their name and then telling them hers and saying "There we are not strangers anymore" lol. (Cute and a little scary at times) She also amazed her teachers in Pre-k 3 when her class would visit at the old folks home next to their school once month by talking to all the grannies and papas there. They thought she would be scared like the other kids but I told them that when she was little she would always help out with great grandma by pushing her wheelchair and helping her with "heavy" items. She is very social able and outgoing for her age.

Emma (Em, Emmers) She is my little two year old who will be three in November. She is outspoken for her age and independent. She loves to play with her sister especially when they play zombies they will make a fort out of pillows outside their room and Emma will be outside the fort keeping "watch" lol She isnt afraid of alot of things. She helps me with my crafting when her sister is in school. She is my dark hair and brown eye girly. She indeed keeps me on my toes. She is also my little escape artist. She knows how to bypass baby gates, locked doors and booster chairs. lol She is my tom boy and reminds me alot of myself when I was little.

I kinda want one more I would love another girl! I grew up with four younger brothers. But right now having another little one is on hold since my husband will be deployed in November and I would like him to be here for the pregnancy and the birth since both girls I went solo with the army having their daddies off overseas. It would be a great experience for him to see and be there for such a great event.

I love Lillian and Emma very much and only want the best for them. I am so curious on what they will be once they are all grown up.

I am sad. My Lillian isnt doing so good, she has a middle ear infection and once the meds wear off she is in alot pain. For the past days none of us have been able to sleep. I am exhausted beyond reasoning. Today I took her back to the doctor cause she would be wailing almost 3 hours after she takes the motrin as well as this questionable discharge from the ear. We had taken her to the E.r Tuesday night. They gave her some antibotics and a decongestion.

Well today at the doctors office she told us that it was way to swollen to determine what is causing the flair up. So we have a follow up appointment on Tuesday so I will keep you all updated on that.

Right now my little one is still taking a nap. I am thinking I will let her sleep as long as her ear will let her. I hope she gets better soon.

Its about 6pm and I will be fixing something small for me and Emma to eat. I have to be sure tonight I be in bed in a decent time so I can get as much sleep inbetween ear pains.

Oh Also I got my fairytale package from Ale! Brilliant. I wish I knew were my usb cord is to my cam so I can post pics. She made me a fabulous mobile its so cute, she made me a necklace, and got the girls these cute little mexican dolls! Omg and some mexcian candy that me and Emma attacked! Thanks girly!

Well Emma is now have a case of the crazies. So talk to you all laters.

Yep its a Saturday. A day to really clean the house and the mind for me. I got the house as clean as I at the Moment. I would love to mop but with it raining and two dogs needed to be let out that would just have to wait till it gets warm and dry again.

Its only a little after 10 am and me and Emma are watching cartoons. Today I am going to do my best to get most of that darn evil laundry demolished in the laundry room. I swear it looks like the washer/dryer exploded our laundery all over the place. *sigh*

I dont mind doing laundry but I hate folding. I may have 3 baskets of clean laundry hiding in the hallway closet. lol.

On the creative side I am going to make my little pocket notebook survial book. I got the idea late last night while watching Diary of the dead a George Romero film. Its basicly the prequel of all his other zombie movies. Go watch it, it is kick arse! I am going to watch it again!!!

Now the book I just need to find the mats for it but if I cant find it I am sure some other idea will pop in my head and then start doing that instead lol. I am weird like that I guess.

I am currently mad at the postman since I still have not recieved my awesome ring from Kiddo's etsy. Or the really kewl pendant that I order off ebay. I hope to recieve it today..it would be super!!

I also came up with a neat crafty idea! We got some hoggie bread the other day for our brats that we love some much. Well last time we had it in the pantry and apparently the little sugar ants found them and attacked our bread so Matthew suggested we put in the fridge and I was like no cause then it would get hard and stuff. So I found an old ice cream container and stuffed the bread in their and its been in there for the last three days and I checked it this morning and its still smells fresh and soft. So its offically our bread container for our brat bread!

Well time to get off here and get the day going even thu its cold and wet outside I must get it done. Later gaters.